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I wondered…

I wondered what it was like to be ignited ?
to sing in the dark with the rhythm of the light?

I wondered what is was like to be embraced?
to be accepted with the flaws,
to not be ridiculed or chastened?

I wondered what it was like to be free ?
to not have a soul breathing down my neck,
to not live with anxiety?

I wondered how often have I felt peace to be me?
to not look at me in the mirror and see only the imperfections,
to create within me a home?

I wondered what love was meant to do?
to heal the wounds and fade the scars ,
to create a room in my heart that glowed liked the warmest sun?

I wondered what would life be like with less of hate & lack of prejudice?
to have more of trust ,
more of understanding
& more of empowering?

I wondered, I wondered ,
I wondered again,
How would I be, had there been no spotlight my entire upbringing?
would I be someone I can’t imagine?

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Painting is Therapy #3

Step alil further,

step alil slower,

Chase alil faster,

mingle in the sweet afters.

Let’s run these scenic miles,

deep breaths, 

happy smiles,

calm heartbeats,

peaceful positive vibes,

drink in the beauty,

that nature unfolds,

be lost in the faded mysterious stories untold,

laugh as autumn leaves turn the world orange,

and smile as spring brings in colors of change,

dance to the melody of moody gushing rains,

sway to the clouds thundering insane,

swing in the belly of the meadows so lush,

whisper over mountain tops that in sun’s rays blush,

be smothered with kisses of snowflakes and dewy mist,

lift up your hands and fall back on the purest snow spreading your wings,

small steps across the sand, the waves which such steps chase,

hiding the past, wiping the sorrows ,

everything left behind in time is erased.

The sky is sometimes blue or white or orangish pink,

peppered with birds having feathers of the softest dreams,

Oh Nature! your touch, spreads warmth so serene,

Take me to the morrows of your banquet evergreen.


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Bitter-sweet moments.

  IMG_213975697623218It’s only when you start working you realise how cruel the world can be!

“Do I have it in me to make it my own?”

Change What you can, move past what you can’t.

Simple rule.

ADAPT and get yourself tuned to the music of reality.

Had started this journey  with a goal in mind
Met people  so cruel, so unkind!
….not all was good, not all was bad….
Have so much to worry, so much to be sad..
I’d often  question,” where  did it all go?”
The fun, the frolic, those laughing rows.
It was all so merry, so peaceful ,  so light.
To have friends around you day and night.

Walking this alien road,
I see so much has changed.
Lines have grown  on my forehead. Oh what strains!
How much I wish  I could  go back in time,  and live some  more.
But this is reality.  No wonder  life’s  painfully  slow.

Why do I feel it a burden?
IMG_214494818065520Can’t I make it a jolly ride?
If I have it in me! Time  will decide.

Alas! Too long have I forgotten  the goal I so wanted.
It’s time I get over these annoying  tangles, and see that my focus  doesn’t get tainted.

It’s still a journey. One I ought to live.
Let me learn to love it.
Let me be at ease.
I can. Can’t  I?
If I want to, won’t  I?
I will, will I not?

Move on,  past the things making me hold on to grudges.
I will atune myself  to the new music  of my reality.

Days tumble into night, and I wonder when will I get that break?

Always trying to make me feel lighter, no matter how much I get bit by snakes.

It’s not crude. It’s just the bitter side.

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Sometimes life’s just a beautiful messy ride.